If you saw me .. today..

If you saw me smiling today, it was because...

1) .. it was my last day at work before some 8 days of vacation

2) .. I was thinking about my days to come in Barcelona, with my friends and new memories

3) .. I had a great laugh from the funny email with the waxing guy

4) .. I was a waiting spectator at the morning show of life

5) .. I thought about the cold bed that I so much love and just left behind, while I was cold all night long and hugged Fulga

6) .. I have an appointment for at least 3 hours at the beauty parlor tomorrow

7) .. I was thinking about you and you and how my life would be so very different with either one of you

8) .. I am so grateful for the small signs of life I'm observing.. my feet are getting cold..

9) .. I saw you feeling better after him

10) .. I am hiding what's inside..

and I am still waiting for me...